The last few weeks have been a wild rollercoaster ride with the steepest of hills, twists and turns at breakneck speed. We have had countless meetings with specialists either one on one or all together to answer questions and discuss best options. Then the deafening silence follows as each tiny detail of a decision that carries the weight of the world is carefully considered and tirelessly mulled over.
During the last care meeting in my brother’s hospital room, the hospitalist began the most difficult meeting I’ve ever attended. He eloquently provided us with our options. He knew we were praying for a miracle and we were tightly holding on, believing that God would provide in his perfect timing. It was in this meeting we heard those mind numbing words, “there isn’t anything more we can do”. The room fell silent for just a moment and then the hospitalist was peppered with questions, all of the “what ifs” began flying around the room. He compassionately responded to each and every question then ended by stating our miracle can still happen whether or not we chose Hospice. He was going to give us time to talk as a family so we could make the decisions that needed to be made.
Our family conversations brought up more questions so, my other brother and I went out of the room to ask the nurse these questions in the hallway numerous times. It was during one of these trips to the hallway that the nurse informed us her daughter saw us standing in the hall when she was bringing her lunch and she could see two others standing with us during our discussions. I was immediately confused since it was only the three of us in attendance the entire time. She continued by stating her daughter was a medium and has been able to see others since she was 3 years old, she is 19 now. As a matter of fact, she stated, her daughter has 3 spirits who are always with her, telling her things.
I’ve always believed mediums were fake and made up all of their information somehow researching information on others. However, during bible study recently, I learned mediums are real and have been around since biblical times. Additionally, they obtain their information from the dark kingdom. God uses the bible, Jesus and the Holy Spirit to communicate with us. I did not know what this encounter meant and decided I needed to talk to someone who would know.
I attended church the next day for Sunday services and waited to speak to my pastor about what happened. After explaining the situation, I was told my family was under spiritual attack and this was a warning. We needed prayers of protection and to rebuke these spirits in Jesus’ name.
Later that day, I learned that same nurse was working, but did not have my brother as a patient. At the end of her shift, she asked if she could go in and see how my brother was doing. Another family member agreed as they ran down the hall to purchase a soda. Upon returning to my brother’s room, the nurse was on her way out and turned to remind my brother “now remember, what we talked about”. My brother was clearly upset and stated the brunette threatened him. There was some confusion on what he meant because the nurse was blonde and she was alone. My brother stated the blonde nurse was not alone, she had a brunette with her. The brunette threatened him by telling him that he had to die within 3 days or his wife would get hurt. We prayed prayers of protection that night in the name of Jesus. Later, My brother stated he could see people he didn’t know who had entered his room before we prayed. However, after we prayed they got up and left his room. They did not return.
The next morning, I called my pastor asking for more direction on what occurred the night before. We discussed any possible avenues that could have been opened to the dark kingdom and that those openings needed to be renounced. A phone call informed me that my brother was transferred to a new room on another floor of the hospital. I was relieved thinking he would be away from that nurse. As we arrived to his new floor, I was surprised to learn this nurse was now on this floor and had patients on either side of my brother’s room. We informed social services of what had happened with this nurse and requested a different nurse. Our request was granted.
Once all of the family arrived we worshipped the Lord and prayed for healing, our miracle. We renounced any act known or unknown that would have allowed the dark kingdom access to our lives, presently and back through our heritage.
My brother was discharged from the hospital to Hospice. He really wanted to go home and be comfortable. He went to live with Jesus on Friday, January 25th. He saw angels in his last days and told us they don’t look like we think they do. At 5:23 AM on the day of his death, he opened his eyes, held out his arms and in great joy yelled “GOD”. He looked like a child who was jumping into his Father’s arms after a long trip. He was finally home.
The healing miracle we were praying for so persistently was granted. It just looked a little different then we thought. It was better! If God would have healed my brother here on earth, it would have been temporary. The miracle in healing that took place was for all eternity. While we will miss my brother terribly, my heart rejoices knowing that he is living in paradise with Jesus now. He has no more pain, no more sorrow, and he is free from addiction.
Proverbs 3:5
Trust in and rely confidently on the Lord with all your heart
And do not rely on your own insight or understanding.